Gillian Heidi - desperate (Official Video)
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Gillian Heidi - desperate (Official Video)

hi guys! Here is the desperate video. it’s my favorite yet!! let me know if you like it. Please hit "like" and comment if you liked it! listen to "desperate": https://song.link/us/i/1523366911 Directed by Austin Barbera @ SixTwentySix Thanks to the Hard 8 // Working Group team for making this happen. don't forget to connect with me: https://www.gillian-music.com INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/gillianheidii TIKTOK: @heybo1s TWITTER: https://twitter.com/gillian_music FACEBOOK: https://facebook.com/gillianheidimusic lyrics: when I’m in his arms it’s you that’s in my mind when I’m feeling empty staring at the ceiling late at night it’s like our heat made him disappear this thing between you and me made any objections hard to hear I know it’s wrong but there’s something in your eyes That completely wipes him from my mind there’s something in that smile brings me back to a time where I used to let you dominate my life And I told myself without you I’d be just fine but if you asked for it I think I’d change my mind I’d leave it all behind if you wanted me too and I know i’m with him but I’m desperate for you something about the sunset in your eyes makes me wanna go back and change my own mind don’t know what always bring me back to you but something about your danger makes me fall for your taboo And I know it’s wrong but there’s something in your eyes That completely wipes him from my mind there’s something in that smile that takes me back in time to when I used to let you dominate my life I told myself without you I’d be just fine but if you asked for it I think I’d change my mind I’d leave it all behind if you wanted me too and I know i’m with him but I’m desperate for you you’ve got that kind of something makes me wanna leave behind everything I know you got me running from my mind you take my whole world and turn it upside down you know I’ll drop it all to worship you I’ll give you his crown And I told myself without you I’d be just fine but if you asked for it I think I’d change my mind I’d leave it all behind if you wanted me too and I know i’m with him but I’m desperate for you ------------------------------------------------------------------- © 2020 Trego Ventures llc.
Gillian Heidi - high (Official Video)
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Gillian Heidi - high (Official Video)

This video came out better than I could’ve ever imagined. The colors, lighting, and constant haze throughout the video really portray how the song sounds. I can’t wait for you to see it! Please hit "like" and comment if you liked it! listen to "high": https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/gillian/high Directed by Nolan Knight Thanks to Hard 8 // Working Group team for making this happen. don't forget to connect with me: https://www.gillian-music.com INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/gillianheidii TIKTOK: @heybo1s TWITTER: https://twitter.com/gillian_music FACEBOOK: https://facebook.com/gillianheidimusic lyrics: You say I’m your only drug That your addicted But how come when I kiss you All I taste is nicotine on your lips? I fall in and out of love every single day when you fall into the clouds you don’t realize the price you pay breathe in breathe out just to drown out the sound Let the colors surround you with every breath you take you lose a little of my faith does the smoke fill the room like the truth You spend all you free time getting high blow me off to hang out with your friends another night then tell me you’re sober Oh boy I’m so over these lies I need you when I’m low but you’re busy getting high busy getting high maybe another hit will make the pain go away but every single sip makes it a little harder to stay I’m desperate to try to open up your eyes but boy you’re helpless use the night as your disguise You spend all your free time getting high blow me off to hang out with your friends another night tell me you’re sober Oh boy I’m so over these lies I need you when I’m low but you’re busy getting high busy getting high how long can this drag on? I need something to rely on can’t watch you break yourself then pick you up again can’t watch you tell yourself that this is the last time that this is the end You spend all you free time getting high blow me off to hang out with your friends another night tell me you’re sober Oh boy I’m so over these lies I need you when I’m low but you’re busy getting high you're busy getting high I need you when I’m need you when I’m low need you when I’m low I need you when I'm I need you when I'm low but you’re busy getting high ------------------------------------------------------------------- © 2020 Trego Ventures llc.
Gillian Heidi - what it felt like (Official Video)
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Gillian Heidi - what it felt like (Official Video)

Gillian performing her debut single "what it felt like" at the Revival House Records studio streaming: https://song.link/album/us/i/1452686586 connect with Gillian: https://instagram.com/gillian_music https://twitter.com/gillian_music https://facebook.com//music.by.gillian http://www.gillian-music.com lyrics: Since we were little girls We were always together And you always told me We’d be friends forever We’d plan our futures And joke about Who we’d marry But all this perfection Was just momentary We had long summers With humid nights When you and I Would just constantly fight I had some hard struggles And you helped me through it all And with your support I thought that I’d never fall I miss the way you used to laugh I miss the way we used to walk All around the city And how we’d Stay up late and talk I miss your Smile made of sunshine Your eyes full of light And I don’t miss you But I miss what it felt like Miss what it felt like As we grew We both changed And you and I were just Never the same We grew apart Then you moved away And our relationship Is just another Thing you threw away We had cold winters With empty nights And my heart Just wasn’t as bright And as I got worse You didn’t help me through it all And eventually you just Let me fall I miss the way you used to laugh I miss the way we used to walk All around the city And how we’d Stay up late and talk I miss your Smile made of sunshine Your eyes full of light And I don’t miss you But I miss what it felt like Miss what it felt like I know That this is the end That I should move on and give up We should never make amends I know That this all happened for a reason But I don’t wanna move on You are my weakness I miss the way you used to laugh I miss the way we used to walk All around the city And how we’d Stay up late and talk I miss your Smile made of sunshine Your eyes full of light And I don’t miss you No I don’t, I don’t I miss the way you used to laugh I miss the way we used to walk All around the city And how we’d Stay up late and talk I miss your Smile made of sunshine Your eyes full of light And I don’t miss you but I Miss what it felt like Miss what it felt like Oh I, miss what it felt like Oh I, miss what it felt like ______________________________________________________________________________________ Video Director: Patrick Hanlin Video Producer: Patrick Hanlin for Revival House Records Music video by Gillian Heidi performing 'what it felt like'. © 2019 Trego Ventures llc.